the night before
10:22 p.m. on February 12, 2006
tomorrow is the big day. i'm plagued with fear and nerves but trying desperately to keep those feelings to a minimum.
abel is trying his hardest to be the positive one in all of this. he always does such a good job at that. but i know he's scared too.
my mom is driving into town to be with us. not sure if she wants to be here to take care of us in case we get bad news or if she wants to be here to share the good news with us...probably a little bit of both.
dear God, i'm calling on you again as i did the day my baby girl, Mia, was born. please be with Baby protecting Baby from any harm...
